I Want Nothing That You've Got
pardon my previous post. it is filled with cussing and swearing. i AM pissed with someone in my family, not my father. just someone. thanks jia yi and zhen`ai for listening to me rant and bitch. i definitely felt better after that.
so it has been 2 weeks of working and i have earned some keepings for myself and the feeling is great. but i cant spent it for xmas 'cause pay day is 4 jan 2006. sigh sigh. oh and i dont plan to spend it all now. i have learn the hardship of earning money so i am going to save a portion of it. another thing i found out recently in the past few months is that i am spending a lot. i dont know why. maybe retail therapy? IT IS BAAADD... i even bought a zippo lighter knowing that i am not going to use it. but it is nice! hahaha...
fuck, that bitch just called and she spoilt my mood. i am going to end it here.
[edited]
i decided to continue blogging. i have to rant about it. okay, she smsed me ytd 8am and of cos i am still SLEEPING and my hp is OFF. and i have this habit of not on-ing my hp after i wake up. just too lazy i guess. so i woke up at 11am and only to on my hp at 3pm. so obviously i can only reply her at that very moment. if she wants to be angry with the fact that i replied her late, so be it, there is nothing i can do. so anyway, she called just now and TOLD MY FATHER that i DIDNT REPLY her. BULLSHIT! i have the sent-message to her in my hp. that's the evidence. so i showed my dickhead father and he said '' why are you be so calculative?'' what the fuck? i am just defending myself! someone just accused me of doing something that i didnt, of cos i have to clear my name, fucker. moreover that is just not the subject whether am i being calculative or not. way out of point.
speaking about calculative, you should be the one being calculative. i still rmb, one incident. not that i want to mention it and i am not being calculative with her. but i can rmb it vividly, it was MY BDAY and you had to ruin my mood. complain to ah gong and ah ma that i invited you at the very last mintue. NO! i called you long bfore i my bday but i couldnt reach you and afterwhich i forgot to call you again until the day b4 my bday. you scolded me and said ''i have line dance, i cant make it! you are so last min.'' yea, blah. i guess you were being very calculative and immature by complaining. come on! it is just a kiddo's bday, you dont have to take it so seriously and everything to heart. moreover i didnt do it on purpose. maybe you should open your heart because it is so narrow; xing xiong xia zai. so, ah gong pulled my ears and said ''how can you invite gu gu so late?'' in chinese. wow! i guess you are very happy right? ah gong helped you to punish me? hmm...
oh by the way, do you know that i am already 16 years old this year? anything that you are not happy with me you can just tell me straight in my face, you dont have to go by the backdoor; bitched about me to my father and that's when i cant explain myself and i can't be bothered. Because under such circumstance, most probably is that you just want people to listen to your side of story only. leaving me to be blackmarked by everyone you told about me. it is like tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing and si le ye bu zhi dao yuan ying for me. is that what you want? if it is, you've accomplished it. congratulations to you then... i know you have badmouthed me to my father many many times. you think i dont know? i am not stupid okay? fuck it.
so it looks like you ask for a return everything you have done for me? and each time when i dont return you ''enough'' you get angry and i become the victim. my father will never believe me, that's why he is a dickhead. now i understand er ren xian gao zhuang. hmm... i have learnt my lesson, i will not be stupid enough to look for you for anything in the future. never ever anymore, no more... i guess you have enough sins to last you a lifetime yet you still dare to say that you have GOD at heart. TSK, hypocrite to the core.
PS: there are things that she had done, but i rather not mention here.
so it has been 2 weeks of working and i have earned some keepings for myself and the feeling is great. but i cant spent it for xmas 'cause pay day is 4 jan 2006. sigh sigh. oh and i dont plan to spend it all now. i have learn the hardship of earning money so i am going to save a portion of it. another thing i found out recently in the past few months is that i am spending a lot. i dont know why. maybe retail therapy? IT IS BAAADD... i even bought a zippo lighter knowing that i am not going to use it. but it is nice! hahaha...
fuck, that bitch just called and she spoilt my mood.
[edited]
i decided to continue blogging. i have to rant about it. okay, she smsed me ytd 8am and of cos i am still SLEEPING and my hp is OFF. and i have this habit of not on-ing my hp after i wake up. just too lazy i guess. so i woke up at 11am and only to on my hp at 3pm. so obviously i can only reply her at that very moment. if she wants to be angry with the fact that i replied her late, so be it, there is nothing i can do. so anyway, she called just now and TOLD MY FATHER that i DIDNT REPLY her. BULLSHIT! i have the sent-message to her in my hp. that's the evidence. so i showed my dickhead father and he said '' why are you be so calculative?'' what the fuck? i am just defending myself! someone just accused me of doing something that i didnt, of cos i have to clear my name, fucker. moreover that is just not the subject whether am i being calculative or not. way out of point.
speaking about calculative, you should be the one being calculative. i still rmb, one incident. not that i want to mention it and i am not being calculative with her. but i can rmb it vividly, it was MY BDAY and you had to ruin my mood. complain to ah gong and ah ma that i invited you at the very last mintue. NO! i called you long bfore i my bday but i couldnt reach you and afterwhich i forgot to call you again until the day b4 my bday. you scolded me and said ''i have line dance, i cant make it! you are so last min.'' yea, blah. i guess you were being very calculative and immature by complaining. come on! it is just a kiddo's bday, you dont have to take it so seriously and everything to heart. moreover i didnt do it on purpose. maybe you should open your heart because it is so narrow; xing xiong xia zai. so, ah gong pulled my ears and said ''how can you invite gu gu so late?'' in chinese. wow! i guess you are very happy right? ah gong helped you to punish me? hmm...
oh by the way, do you know that i am already 16 years old this year? anything that you are not happy with me you can just tell me straight in my face, you dont have to go by the backdoor; bitched about me to my father and that's when i cant explain myself and i can't be bothered. Because under such circumstance, most probably is that you just want people to listen to your side of story only. leaving me to be blackmarked by everyone you told about me. it is like tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing and si le ye bu zhi dao yuan ying for me. is that what you want? if it is, you've accomplished it. congratulations to you then... i know you have badmouthed me to my father many many times. you think i dont know? i am not stupid okay? fuck it.
so it looks like you ask for a return everything you have done for me? and each time when i dont return you ''enough'' you get angry and i become the victim. my father will never believe me, that's why he is a dickhead. now i understand er ren xian gao zhuang. hmm... i have learnt my lesson, i will not be stupid enough to look for you for anything in the future. never ever anymore, no more... i guess you have enough sins to last you a lifetime yet you still dare to say that you have GOD at heart. TSK, hypocrite to the core.
PS: there are things that she had done, but i rather not mention here.
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